The previous post will be the last post I mention that person.

With a brand new start, I will be registering a new xanga account.  For new account address, please see MSN tagged message.

Add my MSN if you don't have it: tofutofu@hotmail.com

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Terribly sick....lost so many pounds after the trauma.  I need to regain some weight....

Coughing like crazy....back to two years ago.....had the same condition.

Using Advair inhaler to open up my airway.....really so painful...

I was losing my mind.  I regret what I did.  I shouldn't be that immature.

I hope you can accept my apology.  I was so foolish that I didn't really think of the severity.

Once again, I was just losing my mind due to my uncontrolled thoughts.

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The end again.  Again truly hurt by someone.  More hurt than last time.

But this time, I have no regret at all because this person's decision is so non-senses.  No wonder her previous 4 relationships all ended up in around 2 years.....there must be a reason.

And this is so unfair to me.....we NEVER had any big quarrels....So happy together....But I learned that there is such a horrible type of person who doesn't consider others' feeling...given that I devoted so much to help her....